Mid Sem

Week 6 and Week 7 has now been agreed upon to be the BUSIEST weeks of all in the semester. Undeniably, if not, I wouldnt be so stress and hope so dearly dat my brain will work efficiently..

Neva realised dat I could be so busy during the mid-sem, or maybe its becoz last year during this time, i have something else occupying my mind apart from studies and working was the best therapy for me previously..But now, am suffering indeed! Its already Wednesday now! The horror starts tomorrow and on Friday! Well oh well, its really time to FIRE now!

Mom advise me not to work on my legal theory outline oni on Thursday nite coz most likely, i will have to burn the midnite oil in order to finish it PLUS the quality wouldnt be good! This is proven in my OB assignments which is handed back to me dis week. Utterly shocked at the marks but then again, how well would u expect my performance to be when i have rushed it thru the midnite?

And now, its not me wanting to do a last minute job on my law outline..its just that I haven form my argument yet..philosophy has neva been my cup of tea! Thought i would have escape it afta HOI at college but now, it haunts me again! Worse still, am warned of it haunting me again in my 4th year of law studies! *Faint*

Alritey, just needed to express my feelings a little and dont worry, am not being emo at the moment but rather stress and worried..OK..off to studies!

Wish me luck for exam tomorrow! Tata!

S.T.R.E.S.S

If oni there is no such thing as stress and

everything is working smoothly for everyone..

Yes...the one word 'STRESS' describes it all..

my current state and temperance...

I've got to release my stress somewhere...

which I did last week and lost my specs :(

but anywayz, i've got a new pair..

and well, its almost similar to my new one..

And I realise...

my intelligence level is declining as I work

or rather my thinking skills are deteriorating...

law assignment outline due dis friday

and mid term exam and IE assignment on Thursday..

and yes, they are not working very well for me...

AAH! I just cant stand it anymore..

and hell, I have an OB team assignment to do...

not to mention, on top of that i have an individual take home exam for dat...

Crazy! And my resistance to something is not gona last for long...

Assignments approaching and now time management is the challenge

coz yes, am slow and not as efficient and productive as others...

Sigh..if oni some considerations can be taken on our commitments at uni...

Enuf of said, blogging doesnt help to get things done..

Till then...and wish me well for my studies...:)

p/s: And yes, my life is pretty much like the structure of my words above...

i.e messy and disorganised.

Happy Birthday to Phey Shan!

Yupz..its Aunty Goh Phey Shan's birthday today! and yes..altou she loves the idea of me being the president of the aunty club, she is now OLDER than me! haha..may i emphasize on the word older? and me, being the president of the club doesnt make sense at all...haha..Kiddin la..age is just a number..when we get old, we dont even bother remembering how old we are...plus, this is a new transition in life...shud b fun..not to think abt we will no longer be teenagers dis year..Hehe..Just a short post...coz the real celebration would be at NOBU! Yay!

I wish you all the best in everything and of coz, for the mean time, good luck with legal theory and intro econometrics! I koe these 2 subjects are torturing us now..But its ur birthday, so have a great time having fun and enjoying it..

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And may I say this, life with you along can be very HAHAZ and fun till we can do really stupid things without caring abt our image..LOL!

And NO DOUBT, u have been such a GREAT friend to me..

and I really wana Thank you for our friendship! :)

LOVE YA !

Half Blind :(

Ouch..my heart hurts now when my eyes go half blind..and its no one's fault but mind...AM SO CARELESS! AAH!!!!

Guess wut happen to me? I lost my SPECTACLES for God sake! And the last moments of me with my specs was at the changing room of the swimming pool..Yea..being overstressed and emo emo at home, i tot it would be good to release my stress by having a good swim..of coz, we are being health conscious here coz we have put on a lot of weight recently..well oh well, the price of me losing weight is now so HIGH that i gota lose my precious specs that guides me everywhere I go...the night that I lost it..I felt so lost and soul-less...and I certainly lost the mood of doing anything, thus, going to bed when i have a whole load of law readings to do...and till now, am clueless on how to approach my essay outline...:(

Before I leave the changing room, I told Sally that I will go half blind coz am not wearing my specs but goggles and yet that really happen...My bad! If I lose my goggles oso nevermind lo, my specs is so important to me can! Plus mom doesnt really like the idea of me buying specs everytime coz it will alwis cost me a fortune! Who ask me to be short-sighted wor? T.T

Yes...u may wonder who will want to take my specs but i guess it was taken accidentally by other swimmers when they are packing their stuffs coz I left my specs on the bench..Sigh..How can I be so careless????? And now, in Australia, to get a new one, u hav to go through an eye test which cost u AUD$60++ and not FOC like Malaysia...plus the specs that look good are EXPENSIVE! and its in AUSSIE DOLLARS not RINGGIT! Mampus!

Haiyo, So sad la! By any chance, can the person who found my specs return it to me? Please.......

And so, its Friday nite again...

Friday nights are often known as the slacking and hang out nite...but well bcoz here in Melbourne, i neither club nor chill at bars..so basically my life wud b monotonous regardless of wic day it is..nevertheless, there is some change to my life now, thou its not a chilling nite out on Fridays for me, am now attending dance classes with my gal frens..haha..imagine me dancing, yea..u can certainly laugh till u die! but nvm...i take it as an exercise rather than a serious dance since i dun really have the talent in me...

Uni is getting more and more hectic as predicted...the library is getting crowded and books are borrowed out...and when u witness such scenes at the uni, u koe that we are all buried by assignments by now...i've got business finance and intro econometrics due next week and next next week..and my mid sem exam...gosh...so busy and hectic right? Not to mention, my huge law research essay outline is due in 2 weeks time..when janet tham is still having her own sweet time reading her materials..as if easter break is still on...Not good!

My mood has been wavy these days...there is up and downs in it...and when am down, that means no work can be done...sometimes its not dat u wana be emo, but it jus comes...and now at least, i have some ways to overcome my Emo-ness and make myself cheerful..that's rather important...u jus wont have people cheering u up all the time yea? And music has become my best companion lately..the thing dat cheers me up :)

Okila..just a little ranting here and there and i hope the fire in me will come back very soon coz its time to fire now! BF and OB are so far so good...IE still makes life miserable..and Legal theory has neva been pleasant...so the conclusion is... Janet Tham is not progressing anywhere!! So Sad!
but i will try hard la...ooh yea..it was great catchin up wiv some of my colleagues online! Great chat and i suddenly miss work coz its less stress!

And by the way, life this year is a little different from previously..not sure how to phrase it but am still getting used to it~ hope dat its a good change thou...really cannot afford to screw things up again!

Alritey, tataz!

Sometimes there is just the urge to speak to someone and have them around...and you know that its not gonna happen...

I enjoy having myself alone in my room lately ...

listening to music and having a little space on my own~

Very soon, this life is not gonna be stress free anymore and I pray that all will go smoothly as time goes...

I miss the times..the times we once had together...

And I treasure the moments even more when I reminisce on it...

the fun... the laughter..and the sweet memories.. that cheer my day :)

Never been dat happening in Melbourne!

Wow..life in Melbourne can neva be that happening like this easter!

Starting from last friday till dis sunday, i wud say, i am mostly occupied by activities and events...of coz, there are some days that i retain to catch up with my studies but as I say...MOST of them are occupied...if not, occupied, it was rejected...haha..hmm..not so easy to ask me out wan u koe!

And so, this is my list of happening days!

Good Friday- A day to relax and just do nothin at home~ pure enjoyment! Jess din bliv dat i wont touch a book and yes..I DID NOT! hehe

Easter Saturday - This is the most enjoyable and fun day of the week coz the gals went to the Grampians and have a close interaction with mother nature!

Easter Sunday - Woosh! the crazy dinner nite with clubbing session going on at Club 807D at Seasons Apartment...ultimate fun and hahaz-ness!...thanks to the host Miss Chow and Irina :p

Easter Monday- Was supposed to attend a Trinity reunion dinner with some friends..but i was kinda exhausted afta a long weekend and so i ended up stayin at home..relaxing..

Happy Tuesday- Why is it so? Coz my dear buddy, Yong Gezzel turns 19 on that day..yea..the first thing she said to me when i wished her Happy Birthday was..."Am same age with u oredi!"...well...19 is still alrite..when its my turn..Hmm....20..how wud i feel???

Dinner Wednesday - today was suppose to be a super-duper fun day with the sleepover at Shan and Yee's place...but then..my body seems to be hinting to me dat i shud take more rest from now..coz i sense the symptoms of sickness in me and so i didnt join the gang..but well, the day wasnt too bad...coz i went to Crown with some of friends to have a super-duper-full buffet dinner- eat all you want and all you can...as usual..everyone was SO FULL!...haha..

Yummy Thursday- Coz the law students are attending an All-U-Can-Eat Dim Sum session at Dragon Boat..here in Melbourne, they call it Yum Cha...yes...its all abt food again...feast feast feast..looks like there is no chance for me to lose weight...Haha...

Friday- Another invitation to an outing~ still pondering on whether i shud go...hmm..i think its best for me to catch up on studies..too much of fun is no good! Haha..but then again, friday is supposed to be a chill out day, isnt it? haihz..if oni TM is here, there will surely b a chill out session..i miss Bangkok Jazz!

BBQ Saturday (provided dat it doesnt rain!)- OB meeting in the aftanoon and pool side BBQ Party at nite...how cool is dat!

Final Sunday- My very last chance to enjoy and have fun before the hectic life starts again...haven got plans yet! but i guess i will jus reserve this day for myself...self-relaxation, self-enjoyment...jus a private day for myself! :)

Alritey, this Easter is really awesome! And i guess its time for me to firmly settle down to uni dis time..coz very soon, i will be buried by assignments again..Needless for me to say, i fear law the most..100%..try and imagine dat! No regrets and yes, more effort dis time!OKOK..enuf of studies nightmare...Easter holz is still on...so ENJOY and HAVE FUN!