Swot Vac

And u ask wow, SWOT VAC? So soon?!

Let me tell u this, today is the LAST DAY OF SWOT VAC...isnt time scary? And this Swot Vac, I had a very different experience and I hope that it is all for the Good..

Its raining out there and am sitting in my room having a little break by myself before I get into the zone again and start mugging..I still remember, usually at this time, i will be stressing out and feeling to kill myself..but today, am sitting here calmly n blogging..

Tomoro is the day of the EXAM..how soon and I dont even know if I am prepared to face it..

So yea, fingers crossed and wish me luck...

This swot vac has been very unique on its own..at least I dont feel dat stress anymore...

Mom will be glad to know that...

And yes, I cant wait for this to be over...

Admin, u better be good since I've spent most of my time on you and to ACE and Corp Fi, I know u both love me and so treat me well..Obs, u have placed immense pressure on me but we both still love each other right?

So yea, Janet is going to GAMBATE this EXAM !!!

To everybody who suffers the same fate as me, GOOD LUCK for ya EXAMS!

Aja Aja Fighting!!!

At least something is motivating me for now...coz I've received my very first ever 21st Birthday Present..hehe..Yes, its none other than the lovely MARC JACOBS DAISY Parfum..I've got the Gold one coz its scent is more longlasting than the normal one...Hehe..this is gona be my new love when i turn 21!

Counting down to the BIG DAY!!...:)

Am done with Midsems!

YAHOOOooooo!!!!! OMG! Am finally done with my TWO Midsems!!!

Geez..imagine studying for the same subject for one WHOLE week over and over again...u can basically get bored with it..and I hope that all the effort I placed in studying the subject will be paid off- it better be!- coz just when am done and celebrating my freedom from the Midsems...the Midsems results for ACE is released..I wonder if this has the same effect with the announcement of a dividend and the share price..coz u just cant disentangle the effect of it..Yes! This is how bad I can be when I've been going thru the material for too many times..I will try to relate everything to the Corp Finance I learn..Argh!

But chill chill..the ACE results was only releaased and checked when Janet is back from all her celebrations with her friends..and f*** it..no one did well in it (maybe Eleanor was the genius exception) and Janet almost screamed when she saw her results..OMG! My H1 is at threat and law is doing so badly on its own.. Alamak! Dont care..this post is about celebration!


So so I did get my all time craved cheesecake to reward myself after Mid-Sems. Courtesy of my dear fren who actually got me the yummy-licious cake from the Cheesecake shop..Haha..very the sinful and fattening..but i dun care..i deserve to be rewarded...hehe :)

We've actually got half of the cheesecake and this is my portion left after having some for teatime right after exam :)

And on Sunday, me n sis went for some retail therapy and shopping for my 21st birthday dress..Woosh..imma gona hold a joint party with my dear fren, Irina in Melbourne before I touch down in Malaysia to celebrate it BIG with my frens n family in Malaysia...So people, await for ya invitations! :) Its gona be HUGE!

The POST-of the Blur Queen Bday

This week its Week 10~ Hello..read it clearly..week 10..and how many weeks more to go to exam? Dont remind me that! Any stranger who steps in the library now will know that its the critical period of the university around this time again..EXAMS! AAAHHHH!

Sad SAd Sad..tomorrow I shall bid farewell to week 10...and you ask..doesnt time pass day by day without you realising?

And also what happen to my nights? How come Monday and Tuesday can be so happening for me? Sigh..Its week 10 my dear..week 10...you have not much time to catch up on your studies..

Was suppose to post about Miss Beh's 20th Bday celebration in this post...but I guess its all saturated by my procrastination about exams..I dont do that normally but this year...I become a proscratinate queen and slack a lot compared to the past..y so? I dont know..

The blur queen, Miss Beh broke my birthday celebration record of 3 consecutive days..apparently, she celebrated for 5 times this year if am not wrong..so so HAPPENING right? LOL..Cant imagine how many celebrations she will have for next year when 21 strikes..Haha..Beh Siew Ying, read properly, next year you will be TWENTY ONE(large enuf for you to see?)..no longer sweet 16 or whats-so-ever...hehehe...

Nvm, we all sama sama turn 21 next year OK?
Haha..dan dan would have passed hers this year..hehe..

Alrightey, I guess I should start kicking my ass to start studying...if you ever see me slacking and wondering around doing crappy stuffs, smack me and warn me of the consequences of screwing my exams!

If not the gun should be pointed towards my head instead of Miss Beh's!

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But at the moment, am kinda worried..not about exams but my doggie..Sis jus called me from Malaysia..and my doggie just got its first injection for her heartworm infection..better check how's its doing now..and I hope that it does get well soon and stay as healthy as it used to be..:P

There you go, Jaster Ki, her name is.

STAY STRONG OK JAS! I WILL BE BACK HOME SOON :)

p/s: oh oh, my koko is coming to Melbourne next week and he is bringing me to the wonderful 'Wicked' performance :) Cant wait! and u see..am still going out for entertainment when exam is around the corner..smack me! What to do..koko is here ma..have to accompany him..if not he will make a lot of noise..

Mid sems!

Shita! the online screening assessments are SO FREAKING HARD! Gosh! And now I koe how inferior I am with accounting calculations :( Didnt know employers set such high standards for their candidates..haiyo, intern kononya sahaja la..tak payah la high standards sangat..:S
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Argh..its the time of the mid-sems again! Stress Stress Stress..Now i feel the fire afta being stress free for quite some time..OMG!

I cant take it anymore..both accounting subjects..and i simply cant imagine myself achieving in the subjects! So drained of accounting theories! Numbers are alright once you get it right..but it is the theories that bring you all around..yea..and apparently they want u to think out of the BOX!

You should be thankful that I get the numbers and now you ask for more from me..Oh gosh!

What can I say? Screw it? NONO..Strive on it? Am getting tired and demotivated...

NONO..have to keep the spirit on..GAMBATE!

Argh..one more week..2 days..!

Fast fast la get over it....its delaying my law studies..and I dun wana sacrifice them!

Okok..Bye bye!

WISH ME LUCK and PRAY HARD FOR ME !

Thanks~

P/s: geez..my frens are making me to think of my holiday plans in Dec oredi..alamak..wrong timing la..that is y i lost concentration..eek!

Miss it...

Just saw Ai ming's blog about her BMW and how her dad had helped her to upgrade it till it looks like a BMW M3 now...such a lucky gal..

And now, it makes me miss my BMW back home...Am not as lucky as Ai Ming to have my own BMW...its just my father's car and I drive it whenever am back..oh well..oni started driving last December..and now I miss it..maybe its all the fun that I had driving it all along with my friends..the jokes..the laughter..it makes me miss everyone even more...

Well..its exam period now..the toughest period of all...but I will stay strong and get thru dis..Mom is not here dis sem to cook for me and so..yea..I can manage it on my own!

2nd Year First Semester 2008

Bling Bling! 2nd year 1st semester has walked its way down...and I couldnt even believe that this is happening..

YES! Am finally relieved that Legal Theory is finally OVER! See the emphasis? Its OVER and I have handed it in..But well..dis time i finish it on that day itself..Not intentionally or not becoz i cant write anything out..I have finished it 3 days earlier and went to see my lecturer about it..Nevertheless, he sees NO link between my 2 arguments and so I gota do some extra research for a small point n then add a whole chunk of paragraph to link my arguments..even my focus has changed slightly seriously..But oh well..everything is done by now!

Afta handing in my essay that day, I have got a headache..real bad..and I completely lost the mood to celebrate or cheer..or rather..u wudnt hav the reason to cheer seeing that exam is SO NEAR YOU yet u haven even start a bit of Revision!

Oh well, I promised my pies to watch a movie with them..and a dinner with Sally..so..yea..Friday nite was basically OFF! And then comes Saturday which is the 'stock-up-food-day' and cleaning day to prepare ourselves for SWOT VAC..and I end up all so exhausted at the end of the day that i have no mood to start studyin...:(

2nd year 1st sem was something different to me..and I guess its becoz of the mentality change I have..Not too stress anymore and more relax in a way..there r pros and cons..and there comes my experience of campaigning and running for an election...

Law friends are still the best as usual and I have met couple more of new friends at uni..Oh ya, not to mention my awesome group mates for Introductory Econometrics..have been working well with them..:) And so, all in all it was a great semester...apart from my demotivated experience in OB..still am not gona give up on it..I still stand a chance to score in the exam..Guess they really gona change their unfair system of marking our assignmts..how can 1 tute get all H1s and the others all score so badly?! Cant figure that out! All I hope is a H2 grade for my exam..H1 has long flew away from me..Nvm..I still have other subjects to fulfill my dream..

Haven been having much mood to blog and so I apologize for that...Great battle ahead..and yup..am gona work hard from now!

Its as thou..am immune to the holidays coz I jus wanted exams to be later...and not so soon in less than 2 weeeks time..

So good luck to all my buddies who are mugging for exam now..All the best! :P

p/s: suddenly I miss my bro..oh well..he is the one who has been motivating me when am super stress with my essay and he is now enjoying his post exam holidays..AAH..lucky fellow!

Rytee, cheers!

First Year Comm/Law 2007

Yes..my exams have officially ended...but it din end well and gave me a good memory abt it..

My last paper was foremost disappointing...i shall neva forget how i felt when i hand in my paper..for others, it was joy and for me, it was grief and sorrow..and regretful...

A random conversation of mine and my fren
My frens: Janet, exams are over...! you koe dat?

Me: Yes, of coz i koe..and i force a bitter smile...

(To me..it doesnt make a difference...coz..i have done so badly in the exams for dis sem...dat i hav nothin to look forward to...in a months time, i shall face the punishment myself while looking at my results..haihz..its no one's fault but mine...)

I just pray that i wont fail my torts especially..just a Pass

thou i wanted to do better...

Forcing a smile when u r sad wasnt easy...mom was trying to cheer me up these few days..but i guess i jus need time to get over it...

My freshman year has thereby gone away...without me realising, my First year of uni's life has passed! so quick and so swift...4 more years to go! Long way...

I just hope that things will get better in future...


Well. if u were thinking y am i so emotional at this time, i guess Mushu, the mischievous dragon in Mulan was right: 'Dragons are emotional!"

Koe its random..but well..it may be true at times..

Till then people~

Officially ended...sem1 comm/law 07

yes..exams are over for me...

be it good or bad,

be it happy or sad,

all i koe is that im glad,

coz its now all over.

i may hav physically defeated the exams yet im defeated psychologically...

my body cant stand it anymore even during the exam..

im tired and i need a good rest to heal myself...

there you go...sem 1 is officially ended...4.5 years to go!

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40 marks...can i get it? pray for the best...i just want a PASS!

Suffocated!!

Bloody hell stupid PPL! k..for the very first time..it made me angry when im studyin..n then i feel suffocated by information..n my brain doesnt absorb stuff...wut is going on? come on..its my last paper..u dun wana kill me now PPL..plz plz..i beg u...dun defeat me at the very last minute..

yes..i realise its father's day today..well..my dad...in particular..forget abt me again..thou its father's day..he doesnt seem to be at home..he was at outstation when i called him..anyway, still...i should wish him Happy Father's Day!

anyway, i just pray that i PASS!!! oni 40 marks needed...plz fulfill my dream...y am i blogging now then? coz i cant breathe reading the notes and i need a break!!

k..break is over..wish me luck...last battle!!

Hope all is true..:)

okies...LMR is done...and next on PPL...didnt finish the paper...but in a reasonable manner..so yea..i wont expect superb marks..but pass is a guarantee...afta all dat is my aim for law...hehe :)

feel so relax once again despite havin to prepare for PPL...anyway, here is my tarot readings for today..sounds good and positive...so i hope dat it really works on me...

*There’s a cocky air about your approach to love today, dear janet! The Wheel of Fortune together with the Emperor brings a few surprises, handing you new encounters on a silver platter – and you don’t hesitate to take advantage! You’re dynamic, strong-willed and capable when communicating with others – and trying to seduce them! This approach proves successful for you and could lead to longer-term romantic developments if you don’t let the chance slip by… In the professional sphere, you will find that everything is coming together for you. No doubt the positive influence that the Sun exerts on the Wheel of Fortune has something to do with it. A real whirlwind of opportunities is spiraling you upward, and suddenly you find that you have more freedom and autonomy to satisfy your sense of independence and creativity. There can be no doubt that your career is taking a turn for the better. Who knows, there may be a promotion in store! It’s all good news today. Just go with the flow! *

*smiley face*

have a good day people! before the next battle comes~

Gosh...

ok..a few days ago i blog n say dat my law exams r approaching...n yes! the day of law judgment has arrived...its tomorrow!! real soon ...no joke man...

plz plz...janet tham...plz dun panic and freak out in the exam hall...coz u need a calm mind to think in da exam hall...really...dun play play...

really gota pray dat i wont panic...calm calm calm....n hopefully i can write really fast tomoro...
2 hours...4 big questions...LMR is still ok...but PPL...duno how to tackle it..will c how i perform tomoro...

so pray...pray...God...please calm me down in the exam hall~

be confident!!

Pondering...

well..well..so soon..my law exams r approaching...but at the same time...my study spirit is deteriorating ....i need some omph! here...i agree wiv shan...the word 'jia you' is losing its effect on us coz we r jus too tired...but i believe..we r all almost there...2 more papers n we can get all the rest we want...so we shall remain strong...the battle is not end yet...

having said dat...my mind is kinda drifting back to the past...thinking abt my frens in msia...mayb its bcoz i koe im goin home...n dis time...i koe it will b different bcoz i wont be meeting sum1...sum1 whom our frenship has fragmentated...im not sure how i will face that...but recently...dat jus wonders in my mind...reminiscing the days we had together...n i shall say...high school is always the best...and i hope i can remain in high school forever...

ren lai ren wang...when people depart, things tend to change...and it is all a challenge for u to maintain the relationship u had with people...n wut i mean here is friendship~

sori if i sound a lil grey..but dats jus wut bothers my mind recently...beta get my concentration back to my studies...if not..it will b another big OH NO! in my exams...

take care~

Commerce Done! Next phase...LAW!!

woohoo~my commerce subjects are done!! mind u..i din really do well for both...but im glad i manage to finish my QM1 paper today..not dat panic like micro...maybe there is always the first time..afta dat..u will get use to the massive exam atmosphere..with 2000+ over students sitting for their exams at the same time...gargantuan...n the irony is...we are all having our exams in a world heritage spot...the Melbourne Royal Exhibition Building...see how beautiful the building is...

haihz..but dat doesnt help to reduce ur stress level when u r in there...haha...i saw some students takin photos inside the building afta exams...yea..its the end of exam for 1st year Melb uni commerce students n they are free! how good is dat...n now..u will ask...y did u take double degree? wouldnt it b good if u can jus go home tonite or tomoro..n yea...yee (medic student) is goin home tonite!...ouch...i wana follow her home too....anyway..i kinda self declare a holz for myself b4 i move on into my pile of law notes...n start mugging again...non-stop until the end...lol...

met mom at da city afta exam..had dinner...n shop for a bit..bot really cheap scarf..oni 5 bucks n went for Mac Brenner's Hot Chocolate...yum yum..its great to have a cup of hot chocolate when its so cold n freezy...n yea..dats mom's request for Mother's day...she actually requested 4 2 cups of hot chocolate..so i guess we will go for Koko Black the next time...for those of u who dunno...both Mac Brenner n Koko Black are the famous hot chocolate shop in Melbourne..! hehe...

cheers people...i gota work on now...not long ppl...i will b back to meet u! :P

Battle starts..defeated:(

shoot me! yes..shoot me to death...

i can neva learn...even though i have experienced it b4..yes..i was defeated by microecons today..i din manage to finish my paper AGAIN!..yes again..it happened last year at Trinity..i tot it wouldnt happen to me dis time since i practiced at home n all is fine n prepared..but today..i jus cant calm myself down in the exam hall..stupid me...

and there u go...my H1 is gone..H2A is at risk...i have no more hope but to do better next sem...

sigh...im jus useless in exams...

UPdate..

for one whole week..i am stucked at home studyin...and finally,today i got some fresh air and have a filling lunch...guess wut?...yes..mom has arrived!!

whenever mom comes over..i will be ther up early in da morning preparing breakfast for her...but today..it was a different story...i was in bed...i tot mom will b home by 8.30am..so i tot i would wake up at 8am..well..she came in at 7.57am when i was jus abt to wake up...sori mom..i was too tired...in fact, dats the earliest which i could wake up after all the late nite sleep...

hmm...so soon...next tues will be my first battle - Microecons...

did the past years n did badly for section B and C which both are 25% and 50% each...dare not hope for H1 anymore...H2A will be good...will try my best...

spend much time chatting wiv mum today instead of studyin..been updated of many stuffs happening in malaysia..bad or good..all included...well well...things happen as usual..

*pondering* can i do it again this time?

horoscope reading says that i should have more confidence in myself....shall hope for the BEST for my exams then...:p