Looking at the brighter side...

Hello People! Just thought that I should blog and inform everyone that I am back to my usual self and not being emo and frustrated anymore..

But then again, that blog make me realise that there are so many friends that actually care for me and thank you for all those comforting messages and sms :) Am totally fine now with all your love and blessings ;)

Nevertheless, my mood is still swinging around at times but dun worry, I will stay positive and be happy at all times.

Just finished my online exercise for Admin..ahh..reading statutes..quite boring actually..but thank god I've completed the module for the week.

Went for some retail therapy yesterday with sis and Irina and I would say am almost all set for the Law Ball am attending! Woohoo! That sets the party mood up but before that I will have to get through my law readings and assignments and commerce subjects arent being friendly as well..tough time!

Birthday parties are coming up each and every week and I wonder if I can cope with my studies if am gona appear in each and every birthday party..Anyways, will definately find time to have some fun outta the mundane study routine.. Hehe..

Till then! Cheers!

Pfft!!

This shows how one's day can be pretty vulnerable to circumstances around you..

Yesterday was an all good day....fresh and cheerful...with every moment being fun and happy..

And today..you can just have a 360 degree change to the mood tone..or rather I would say, before the incident, everything was still at the positive tone..Geez...Now I miss the someone who will just let me release all my angerness...yea..the someone who will allow me to do anything to to make me feel good..Oh well...

YES, I need my comfort..someone...not some salt over my wound..

Oh gosh!!

I gota chill..chill..chill..*breathe in breathe out*

OMG!

P/s: Yea..I do realise that I get frustrate very easily..even over things that cant be repaired no matter how frustrate I get..Aiks! Gota be a better person in this...

Aloha Melbourne :)

Following the last post of farewelling my bro, dis time its me farewelling Malaysia for the XX times..haha..no feeling already..3 months of holz did make me miss my life in Melbourne in a way..haha..Though am excited and happy to be back to Melbourne, my body is protesting now :S

Uber Slack and Lazy..Hibernate for the whole nite when I first came back...guess the life back in Malaysia is too good for me..now am back to the independent self..everything has to be handled by myself..from Groceries to Admin stuffs (Bills) to Studies and the unpacking of luggage ...Lotsa stuffs to do..Am jus gona handle them one to one..Afta all, week ONE for me is still holiday..LOL..

Cant wait to meet my pals back at uni! Yahoo! Uni here I come!

Yes I gota be more semangat before I get slack again..:S

Farewell..

I find myself feeling the sadness only at the moment when my loved ones are leaving me..

A year and a half ago, I was back in Melbourne when my bestie is leaving to UK to further her studies..the thought of her not being there in Malaysia when am back hurts..and I was really sad and emo for some while...

And now, just today, my dearest brother has left to UK for his exchange..and I have to admit, this time around, we havent spend much time together mainly because he is busy preparing for his exams and am busy working..but am grateful that I get to spend the last 2 days with him before having to bid farewell with him..Though its only for one semester, but the idea of him being far far away from me is uneasy..

Oh well oh well..I've gota say that am a person who cant accept the fact of my love ones leaving me..afta all, these are the people who are alwis by my side..giving me the support and love I needed..my bro and me, especially are very close. Though we are only god-bro and sis, our relationship throughout these years is no different from those real siblings :) Plus the idea of him not being there for my 21st bday this year is quite disappointing..but nvm, his promise of a great prezzie for this year is keeping me motivated...and myself also, will have to save up quite an amount of money to get him his 21st prezzie...apparently the challenge is quite an expensive item..lol..

I still remember reading his post 3 years ago, the post when am about to leave Australia for Trinity..am sure he felt the same when I was leaving..perhaps I shudnt be dat selfish and wanting him to be by my side, afta all i am the one who left him for Australia few years ago..

Right, I shall not be sad and emo anymore, coz very soon, I will be meeting my loved ones..Hope my bro will have a great experience exchanging in UK....and am planning a trip for myself to visit my darling Sue Faye in Dublin one day..Anticipating..hehe..:)

Okok..Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

:)

Its amazing how someone can change their perception towards someone in such a short time ...

And its scary when you realise that people are just not like what you think they are...

The world seems dim when you can no longer differentiate who is real and who is fake...

All these symptoms contribute to only one philosophy, and i call it the philosophy of the society..

I guess studying Sociology is not too bad itself, coz in the subject, you study how the society acts and works and slowly, u will learn to know people in a better sense and most importantly, to know how to survive in this society...

I would say that I have learnt much during my internship, not only about my work but about people, dun misunderstood, I have no bad experience in my working place and the above did not occur, jus that I feel that am inferior compared to my colleagues and i realise that I've gota know more about this world..about all the happenings in this world..coz only this way, I will be a better person...

I've always know the lesson mom is trying to teach me and is alwis trying hard to lead a better life..2009 will be a chance for me to grow..and I guess this shall be one of the change I hope to see in me..

I know this post is very random..but suddenly, I jus have this thought..Sounds deep I know but I guess this is the path that everyone needs to get through..

CNY is near soon..and am looking forward to some enjoyment since I do not have to work for the next whole week! Yahoo!

And today, I would say, is the happiest day I had in my office..it was so great to have lunch and cakes with my fellow colleagues..finally we got to be together and have some relaxing moments, scrap the intensity and stressful work! Even time went on faster when happy moments are around :)

Apple Crumble..Yum Yum :P

Hehe..when I mention about apple crumble..u guys would probably think that I had had a great apple crumble dessert at some restaurant...Oh well, its not a restaurant this time but its a kitchen!

Yes! Its Janet's Home Kitchen..LOL

It was my first baking experience last Sunday and I decided to bake apple crumbles for myself as I din get to bake it with the girls on New Year's Eve..

And so, the baking turn out to be successful and I am so so Happy and Satisfied..Suddenly, there is a great achievement in me...Though I koe there is still a large room of improvement for my baking skills..but nvm, its a good start at least!

OKOK..Enough said, let the pictures do the talking..:)

Limited Edition Heart-shaped Apple Crumble

Haha..it is baked with LOVE <3

When its served...Hehe..Look so Professional right?

A closer look to the delicacy...Hehe..

Served it with cream and custard OR a scoop of Vanilla ice cream and am sure u will feel like 'Heaven' after eating it...Hehe..:)

Life's been good for me..Looking forward to a holiday outing but but sadly, no trip is planned yet! But I have been looking at travel websites all these while..hehe..Some places are just so amazing! So wana go!

Alritey, till then and enjoy ur visual Apple Crumble! Cheers!

Happy New Year!

Today marked the FIRST day of January in Year 2009!

Looking back, 2008 was just a challenging year that at some stage, strike me down but I believe that 2009 will be a more challenging year for each and everyone of us and hopefully things will go smooth and successfully for everyone!

Just before the clock strikes 12 on the last day of 2008, my wish was fulfilled and I was granted a very good ending to my 'cyclical' year...this is because, I once again feel that the Royal Family is reunited :) Yes, no matter how distance we are or no matter how long we have not kept in touch with each other, there is alwiz an intimate bond between us..and I thank god for reading my mind and granting my wish just before am brought into a new year and a new life...

And for my girls, without them, life wouldnt be as great as it is everytime I return to Malaysia..thank you for the friendship and thank you for all the things you gals have done for me...

Yesterday, I chose to welcome the new year with my gals, and having to speak to each of my beloved ones, wishing them a Happy New Year was the greatest thing to do..

I really feel REBORN and ALIVE as I step into the New Year of 2009!

I hope that things will get better and hopefully, my new year resolution could be fulfilled with my determination and hardwork :) This is because this is a new beginning for each and every one of us...New expectations,New life!

Cheers, my beloved ones and thank you for everything in 2008!

And once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!