Monday, December 17, 2007
Work_Time
When im back in Melbourne, time is something really crucial..coz it marks the date of assignments, the date of exams, the date of holidays and most importantly, the date of me returning..
Yet my return this time seems to bring me to no where...there are things that have become a fact..wic i koe...i could neva change...or not let it happen...what has happened has happened...i do envy some of my friends...but there is nothing i could do to what im facing now...
Perhaps work was the best therapy for me...i koe some of you may think that im a lil crazy...why work when im suppose to take a good rest and enjoy myself...
Maybe im just not as lucky as some of you...there are things that i've gota face...and work will help to put things aside...staying happy is jus not an easy task for me afta all...
Met some of my frens finally...and they all look so much healthier and cheerful than me..bad news..i realise my frens are gettin prettier and gorgeous..and on the other hand, i look a bit old..OUCH! that's a pain..Hmm...too much thinking going on in my head...causing me lookin older..haha..
Anywayz, meeting Him again was good although this time i feel like a stranger to him ...hopefully, things will turn beta btw us...afta all, friends are forever...
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Once again, i feel the spirit of LM
The gang who neva fails to make me smile :)
Love you all and thanks for the gathering...
i really miss the times when we are all together in high school..
Life goes on...Till then people..!
Friday, December 7, 2007
...
Afta all, im not as great anymore...or maybe..i have neva been...
It was just a lie to myself...
And my lucky star is slowly drifting away from me...
....
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Home
I just hope that one day...i will find my way out to the sunshine~
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Happy Birthday
...last year..i had exams...this year....well...
No matter wut, he will still stand an important place in my heart...now and forever...
All the best and i hope that he will stay happy as alwis...
thats my wish for him...
Happy 19th Birthday once again....
<3
Sunday, November 18, 2007
First Year Comm/Law 2007
Yes..my exams have officially ended...but it din end well and gave me a good memory abt it..
My last paper was foremost disappointing...i shall neva forget how i felt when i hand in my paper..for others, it was joy and for me, it was grief and sorrow..and regretful...
A random conversation of mine and my fren
My frens: Janet, exams are over...! you koe dat?
Me: Yes, of coz i koe..and i force a bitter smile...
(To me..it doesnt make a difference...coz..i have done so badly in the exams for dis sem...dat i hav nothin to look forward to...in a months time, i shall face the punishment myself while looking at my results..haihz..its no one's fault but mine...)
I just pray that i wont fail my torts especially..just a Pass
thou i wanted to do better...
Forcing a smile when u r sad wasnt easy...mom was trying to cheer me up these few days..but i guess i jus need time to get over it...
My freshman year has thereby gone away...without me realising, my First year of uni's life has passed! so quick and so swift...4 more years to go! Long way...
I just hope that things will get better in future...
Well. if u were thinking y am i so emotional at this time, i guess Mushu, the mischievous dragon in Mulan was right: 'Dragons are emotional!"
Koe its random..but well..it may be true at times..
Till then people~