Monday, December 17, 2007

Work_Time

Eversince i start working, i realise that time passes really quickly..or perhaps...its the weekends that pass quickly...

When im back in Melbourne, time is something really crucial..coz it marks the date of assignments, the date of exams, the date of holidays and most importantly, the date of me returning..

Yet my return this time seems to bring me to no where...there are things that have become a fact..wic i koe...i could neva change...or not let it happen...what has happened has happened...i do envy some of my friends...but there is nothing i could do to what im facing now...

Perhaps work was the best therapy for me...i koe some of you may think that im a lil crazy...why work when im suppose to take a good rest and enjoy myself...

Maybe im just not as lucky as some of you...there are things that i've gota face...and work will help to put things aside...staying happy is jus not an easy task for me afta all...

Met some of my frens finally...and they all look so much healthier and cheerful than me..bad news..i realise my frens are gettin prettier and gorgeous..and on the other hand, i look a bit old..OUCH! that's a pain..Hmm...too much thinking going on in my head...causing me lookin older..haha..

Anywayz, meeting Him again was good although this time i feel like a stranger to him ...hopefully, things will turn beta btw us...afta all, friends are forever...

Sunday, December 9, 2007

Once again, i feel the spirit of LM

I guess happiness is all around ..but its not alwis reachable to anyone..
It all gota happen at the right time, place and most importantly, persons in order for you to feel the Love and Spirit you are given...

Long after, i finally feel myself once again...laughing and joking around with my peers and juniors...and i know...the most genuine friendship is alwis built when we are all unite together..

something wic i may neva encounter again in uni or maybe in future..

and therefore, these are the most precious moments I would treasure and remember forever...

Things may change..and friendship may be threaten...but i koe for sure...LM will stay united forever...and the spirit will go on and on...:)

三代同堂- The 3 fabulous Ketua AV! Hehe..

The gang who neva fails to make me smile :)


Love you all and thanks for the gathering...

i really miss the times when we are all together in high school..

Life goes on...Till then people..!

Friday, December 7, 2007

...

I should really think of my ability to be a lawyer in the future...

Afta all, im not as great anymore...or maybe..i have neva been...

It was just a lie to myself...

And my lucky star is slowly drifting away from me...

....

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Home

The feeling of being home dis time is typically different and weird..coz..while Im feeling homey in Malaysia, i felt empty at the same time...


Where am I? Am i truly back? Or am i held back in the past?


Of coz im happy for some good news abt my friends...but how about myself?


Haven meet anyone or talk on the phone to anyone just yet...Rite, not a practice of mine...usually i will be busy callin my friends once am back..


Questions...Questions...and questions...i understand truly dat...things will change and phases of life may drag us apart from each other...y so?


I guess this is what we call L.I.F.E.


Hoping to meet my bro and friends soon...


I koe stayin at home all day is not a good way but at the moment, i just wana have a good rest..


Sometimes happiness on your part may not mean that happiness is on my side as well~



I just hope that one day...i will find my way out to the sunshine~

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Happy Birthday

Yes...its HIS birthday today..and am not able to be there to celebrate his birthday

...last year..i had exams...this year....well...

No matter wut, he will still stand an important place in my heart...now and forever...

All the best and i hope that he will stay happy as alwis...

thats my wish for him...

Happy 19th Birthday once again....

<3

Sunday, November 18, 2007

First Year Comm/Law 2007

Yes..my exams have officially ended...but it din end well and gave me a good memory abt it..

My last paper was foremost disappointing...i shall neva forget how i felt when i hand in my paper..for others, it was joy and for me, it was grief and sorrow..and regretful...

A random conversation of mine and my fren
My frens: Janet, exams are over...! you koe dat?

Me: Yes, of coz i koe..and i force a bitter smile...

(To me..it doesnt make a difference...coz..i have done so badly in the exams for dis sem...dat i hav nothin to look forward to...in a months time, i shall face the punishment myself while looking at my results..haihz..its no one's fault but mine...)

I just pray that i wont fail my torts especially..just a Pass

thou i wanted to do better...

Forcing a smile when u r sad wasnt easy...mom was trying to cheer me up these few days..but i guess i jus need time to get over it...

My freshman year has thereby gone away...without me realising, my First year of uni's life has passed! so quick and so swift...4 more years to go! Long way...

I just hope that things will get better in future...


Well. if u were thinking y am i so emotional at this time, i guess Mushu, the mischievous dragon in Mulan was right: 'Dragons are emotional!"

Koe its random..but well..it may be true at times..

Till then people~

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Internet OFF!

Hell! its exam period now..as most of you people koe...and afta my accounting paper..i have been having thoughts of Failure...thinking dat all figures i put in are wrong...my confidence level just went down...haihz...everything im not too sure now...im so stupid in my cash flow..alrite, watever..i cant even remember the questions anymore..
And another bad luck thingy, my internet at home is gone! it just happen one day and there you go, i cant go online at home! im in the law library now! Just came out to check something for my studies...
2 papers gone and 2 papers yet to come...
I have a feeling dat i wont do well dis semester coz im just too playful...guess im influenced by my 'devils' frens...some ppl jus can hav fun and score well..but it jus doesnt work on me...
Right, time to go..just in case u guys are wondering how im doing...
Gota work hard...LAW and BPA...
the two unprepared subjects...and im so gona struggle thru it.
Time is running out!!