Swot Vac

For those who dun koe, Swot Vac = Study Break

Life is getting tougher for me, 1 week left and my study plan doesnt seem to work smoothly.Im not sure how long i can stand dis anymore, at times, i felt like giving up...And yesterday nite, i dreamt of my results. And it reads P-P-P-P..:( At all times, i wish dat my dreams will come true BUT certainly NOT dis dream!! If dis was my actual result, I will NEVA forgive myself for being so playful and relaxing dis sem! Haihz...last minute work has neva been fruitful...I hav no choice more but to try my best...

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Its Ivan's bday today but i cant make it to his birthday celebration jus becoz im not done wiv my exam preparations~ Sigh...

Anywayz, just wana wish Ivan a very Happy Happy Birthday for this year thou i koe..exams are approaching...have fun wiv the others tonite!

A lil' description of my fren here: hehe :)

(p/s: hope u wont kill me for d 2nd description!)

HE can be Cool at times..

HE can be Aunty at times....

BUT No Doubt...HE is a Great Friend!

All the best Ivan! :)

Last day of uni for sem 2 First Year

I'm almost ther to complete my First year studies for my double degree course in Melb Uni!

Thou its the last day of sem 2 and i already finished all my lectures and tutorials for the sem, its not END yet bcoz u koe..whenever u end a game..u must first get thru a Battle..rite, a battle with the Evil exams...haihz *shakes head*..y cant a semester jus end happily without exams?

Well, well, back to reflection of the sem..hmm..i shall say, sem 1 was more fun than sem 2 coz everything in sem 2 just happen like BOOM BOOM BOOM!! and BOOM! its the end of my classes today...so quick and swift dat i dunno wut is happening.. .

Assignments > Break > Assignments > No break> EXAMS!!

what a routine!

Yes, i will have to go thru dis Boring and Challenging routine for 5 years..erm, nope..to be exact, i hav oni 4 years left! woohoo~

Oh yea, the oni difference is that dis sem i have earned quite an amount of money from participating in research experiments and feedback session..not gona disclose the amount i've earned..to prevent ppl askin me for a treat..hehe!

And i shall say that i have found my true interest in studyin LAW and so i will work hard to improve my grades...COMMERCE, well, im doin quite fine...but i guess, my ultimate interest still lies in LAW...yupz..

Nevertheless, i learnt sth from dis sem wic is to Have Faith in Yourself and Ignore Wut Others are doing, afta all dis is your life, why care abt others?! And also, i realise, some people are nice to talk to and some people are not, coz sometimes conversations may be hurtful....(p/s: you may disagree wiv wut i think..but well..dat applies to me for now)

Rite, thats it for this sem! Farewell and im looking forward to greater experiences at uni!

Dont ask me if im excited of completing my first year studies or even dis semester coz weirdly, i have not much feelings about it...

All sorts of emotions and feelings are involved here~

Some of my frens are real excited while some of them feel sad bcoz they hav to leave the subjects and not go to lectures for the subject anymore...hmm...to me, dat feeling is interesting...

And i shall thank all my frens who had given me such a great experience at uni dis sem...known a couple of new friends dis semester and my friend circle is expanding! Good good.

But im still searching for the 'belonged and family' feel i so had with my LM Commitees back in high school..they are jus incomparable! One thing wic i missed so much afta graduating from high school!Hehe..

Till then, 1 more battle to go and im officially done!

And by then, hopefully my life will be better :)

Cheers!

Week 12

woosh~ hear the sound of the swiftness of time passing?! Unbelievable..

i shall say dat dis semester went by quicker than last sem...maybe bcoz we are flooded by assignments the whole entire semester..yes...until week 12...the last week of the semester...believe it or not?4 months has passed..i still feel like im in mid sem...well ..no choice...the battle is waiting for me in 2 weeks time..EVIL...haihz

Hynoptize for 3 hours straight once i finish my econs lecture today..for some unknown reasons, i was so tired and sleepy even during the lecture and then i headed home...aiks..wasted my whole aftanoon not studyin...平时读书已经比人家慢了，还要浪费时间睡觉...so sad...cant help la..too tired..

oh ya, the library has extended its hours to 3am..actually i planned to go there everynite to study since i will fall asleep at home but one thing, i went there yesterday and it was amazingly crowded..yea..all the lazy bugs have shifted their home to the library..so i came home..i guess..i wont be goin ther everynite...if i were to go, i hav to be there early to save a seat for myself..and im fussy, i cant study wiv noise..so if its too crowded and some ppl actually talk instead of study, i cant concentrate..so i decided to stay at home...Home is supposed to be the place u keep urself alone..provided dat my neighbour dun talk on the phone so loud! for Godsake!

well, my theory before hand is working...im less pressured now...i learn to ignore wut i shouldnt be listening to...and so..im working on my own pace now..not dat im working slowly and taking my own sweet time..its intensive but on my own pace and hopefully all will go smoothly...:)

Good Luck everyone @ Melbourne Uni for your studying and exams!

Lets work hard together!

Gambate!!

p/s: Getting my torts essay back tomoro..gosh..seriously dun give me a heart attack! wish me luck, if my essay is well, dat means i will still hav a chance to score in law...pray hard!

For now...

For now i guess its better for me to not listen to anyone's conversations...

it hurts when i hear those words from people...

i wished im closed in a chamber for now, working on my own pace without any external pressure pushing down on me....

coz im struggling...and getting really weak emotionally...

B.P.A

Business Process Analysis or rather Accounting Information System.

Till now, the status of my assignment is still OPEN i.e. its still not processed completely. See now..im applyin my BPA knowledge to everything...

Im feeling behind of everyone each and every day and today, its the first revision day for Torts, my lecturer went thru some flow charts, yea..the concepts are familiar to me..but..if u ask me to advice u in a hypothetical situation..i basically cant provide u with anything...ppl r starting to make notes...20 days left..im really uncertain of my ability to strive once again..i have been working very hard these few days doing my assignment but not studying.


BPA is not really hard...to be honest, it was my favorite subject at the start of the semester coz it interests me and becoz I found my interest in the subject, i decided to continue with my major in accounting, despite i have been suffering in ATA...but now, the subject is delaying me from my revision process...people ard me have started studying as i have mentioned...and i koe clearly that to score a H1, i will have to put a lot of effort in it..but would time allow me to do so? seriously it will all be luck for me to get a H1 this time.

its really wrong to think this way but seeing that i hav limited time to prepare for exams, im hoping that i'd do well in my torts essay..at least i will not feel dat stress...Just re-enrolled for next year's academic subjects, i pretty much koe where im heading to..just that i guess i nid to work harder for law now since im aiming to obtain an honours for it...y honours? i din plan to have an honours degree at first but bcoz im pursuing my masters afta my degree, i needed the honours degree to enrol for the course..well well...it all comes back to me striving for my dream again..

im tired and sleepy now..3 hours of BPA in the library yet im not done..i beliv that 2moro there will b much editings to do..hopefully all can be done by 2moro and i shall really get into my revision studies...

Mom is not back from overseas yet...i hav no one to talk to...:(

Anywayz, Im motivating myself to work hard now...will definitely do my best coz dis sem its suppose to be a revenge for the exams!

Study plz!!

Im getting pissed as day goes by...its not anyone's fault...coz guess wat?! im so pissed of MYSELF!! y am i pissed? becoz i cant study and im locked with my BPA assignment wic is due next monday! Imagine dis week is oredi week 11 and next week is week 12- the last week of my semester...how much time do i hav left to study? merely 2 weeks and bare in mind dat i hav no firm knowledge for any of my subjects...DIE...one word describes it all..haiyo...my mood till now is like still floating ard..cant stay still..i tot the force in me is back but then it disappear to no where now!! seeing my frens studyin and revising all so hardworking, i duno wut can i do to force myself to study...apparently, i hav no more mood to do my assignmt and wanted so dearly to start revision...but can i? i cant!

Haihz...haihz...haihz....at dis time, no one will even care abt wut u type!

who cares?! NO ONE! coz they are all burying themselves under their books..wic i shud b doin the same too!

so sad...mom is so gona nag me for not starting my revision early again...and if my results aint good dis time, i can jus blame myself for it...

Plz...bring me back to my study force! i seriously nid it...wherever u are, plz come back...its exam time! i cant afford to lose any more time...T T

Happy Birthday to Siew Ying aka May

Thinking back to the past...May was my very first friend in Trinity College...we knew each other during the briefing session in Malaysia and planned to do our registration at the college together by contacting each other online..God knows why its so hard to get ur internet connected when u first arrived in Melbourne and coincidently, we met each other at the city! and ther you go...our friendship grew...from camp to college and now to Uni!...thou just a year...lots of things have happened between us...and of coz our friendship has blossomed too...

Before the clock strikes 12am again, i shall take the opportunity of these very last minutes to send my warmest regards and best wishes to Beh Siew Ying~ a very caring and close fren of mine in Melbourne, thou blurrish at times...hehe :)

(p/s: haha..according to may, im the oni person who calls her by her full name- yupz..and dat makes me unique..lolx)...

We all have started the journey here in Melbourne together and i koe that, without ur presence and our friendship, i wouldnt have make my life here in Melbourne...all the best my dear fren...coz i believe, you can achieve ur dreams one day... Once again, Happy 19th Birthday and thanks for the hearty dinner! Most importantly, i hope that happiness will surround you at all times!! hehe~

Cheers to our friendship!

It's back!!

Yes...the thing im looking for in me is back! Dont ask me what it is...jus some inner happiness i guess...i have been feeling happy and relax dis few days despite the hectic load of assignments...not dat im free of stress...exams are near and its the time of the year where u work urself in full force...it would be sufferings for me later...but at least, now am feeling happy...good things seem to happen...am not sure y i suddenly felt happiness once again...maybe i have let go of the past and accept the reality that im now belonged to Melbourne...i am partially a Melbournian?...well...dont misunderstand me...i will alwis be a Malaysian...Malaysia is still my warmy home...just dat i have learn how to live in this foreign place...and perhaps...the good news i received from my frens have made me happy! yea..many of my frens enjoyed their lives in UK...and i ask myself..y am i sad?...so i guess dat tells...there is no reason for me to be sad since i have my great companions and friends over here...there are stages in ur lives and u just cant stop at that stage and refuse to move on...人总是要往前望...as the petronas national day advertisement says: 'Jalan mesti ke depan dan bukan ke belakang'...My future is bright and i should never dwell in the past again...NO MORE EMO PLZ!! coz janet wans to be happy!

oh well, several good news from my pals: sue faye is doin well in Ireland with her great seniors and friends and 'black devil' tien meng just strike an unbelievable "A" in his exam!! nothing really can beat a devil huh?!congrats!!

And yesterday, i went out for a meet up with steph and ai ming. Steph is in Monash..so our plan was to meet once every month BUT eversince we are back in July, we are all hit by assignments and were all SOO busy..till yesterday, we finally hang out together before all the sorrow and stress in exam preparation haunts us again..hees...we met up for lunch at Stalactites, an authentic Greek cuisine restaurant..woosh!..great food man..but we chose to have a light lunch coz 好戏在后头, we need to keep some space in our stomach for some great delicacies later...hehe...

*Steph and ME*

Ai Ming the awesome!!

We din head there straight away afta lunch , coz thou its a light lunch, we seemed to be feeling quite full..so, guess wut? we went SHOPPING!! haha...poor steph, ai ming and i kept on trying on clothes in Esprit..well thats the only branded place i will shop in Melb coz i have discount card and discount vouchers there..and so, me and ai ming each got some new clothes! woohoo!

CHOCO pizza! Try it before??

Then, it was the greatest enjoyment of the day! we went to Max Brenner's for tea!..haven got the pics from ai ming...but will post them later...the chocolate indulgence was so great such that we felt like we were in Chocolate Heaven! haha....that's it for now! Janet is working hard...neva 偷懒..well i think everyone is studyin hard now...hehe :)

CHEERS!!

Farewell My Dear

As i have mentioned in my previous post, today my very best friend, Sue Faye is leaving to Ireland ( a land far far away from me...*sob sob*)to further her studies in medicine..and the sad thing is dat she wont be returning in December to spend her holidays in Malaysia...cant help it since she has only 2 weeks of holidays overther...but anyway:

dear sue faye, i wish u all the best in ur studies n future undertakings and hope that u will have a great experience studyin overther in Ireland...n of coz find a hot guy to be ur bf ...LOL!

looking back..i cant believe dat we have actually known each other for 13 years...since standard 1 in Kuen Cheng and then Catholic and then all the fun time we had together during the holidays..along the journey, of coz there is unhappiness in it..but in the end, we have came to be the Best of Best Frens in the world..and i hope that our friendship will remain the same no matter where we are and how we are in future coz all this while we have grown up together and there is no reason for this friendship to not last forever...agree?...hehe...

I will neva forget all the great moments that we had had together and i look forward to meeting you again next year in June coz u and i koe dat its so gonna be a blast of fun when u and I reunite again...hehe

so have a pleasant flight and keep in touch yea! Do wut u nid to do when u settle down in Ireland! first of first, SMS me and inform me of ur contacts! Shouldnt be too worry abt u in Ireland since u are alwis the independent 'dai ka che' who neva fails to manage things on ur own...hehe..

Im so gonna miss ur presence especially when im back in Malaysia...:)

Love you <3, wei yue. *Muaks*