Freaky!!! Exam Timetables are Out!!...

(Heart pumping really fast....breath in...breath out..)

Oh my god! This is so freaky and scarry...exams are back again to haunt me! To be honest, this is my upmost phobia...exams really drive me crazy...y do this to me?...y stress me out again when i was just about to take a break from my studies...

people..this is uni...nothin to feel excited about..wut u get is STRESS!..u get me.?..S.T.R.E.S.S...remember these alphabets when u enter uni...dis is where u get suffocated and suffer...no joy no happiness..but oni tears!!

(*shakes head*)...wonder how my timetable looks like? Here it is...well...to those who koes me well...afta looking at my timetable..guess u will koe when i will b back...yesh..i cant wait to get back...now im planning to change my flight ticket if its not too costly...

Commerce takes the lead...

Microeconomics June 5 - first to go! aiks....gota catch up with the readings now...

Quantitative Method 1 June 8 - next to go...still lost in da subject...

NOW...the scary ones approach >>> LAW!!!!!

Legal Method & Reasoning June 14 - OMG! no idea about hypotheticals...*sigh*

Principles of Public Law June 19 - GOSH! i havent been doin my PPL readings for weeks!!

Lecturer: Start revising now for exam..essays are over.. you have to look wut is in the future...:(
Facilitator: Start drawing links between topics...(when i dun even hav any idea abt each topic...)

So...guess you can predict wut my results would be...i am jus so left behind...

who am i? i duno...

double degree student? r u sure u can do it?

.......... Have faith!! (yes, tm n lc...i will...)

Assignments again!

It has been a routine for me to do my assignments every weekend..having to type at least 1500 words for each and every assignments....i tot all dis will b over but when i glance at my calender...week by week...the assignments line up to their due dates...im really tired of dis...

i have got my econs plan lying in front of me but i jus dun hav the energy to start when my frens hav all oredi started writing their assignments....i realise...there is jus sth missing in me...the once enthusiastic gal who does her work wiv passion is missing...now..she does her work just for the sake of handing in and passing the subject..y?..i dun understd...

i am all alone sitting at home again...yes..i gota do my assignment...in fact, i sneak out to hav a lunch break with gezzel today and went to esprit to shop for mom's mother's day gift coz there is special discount for members...i koe its still early to talk abt mother's day..but im not sure when it is...jus to get the present first..in case i dun hav time to buy when the actual day comes...

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Forecasting...:p

haha...the forecasting results are out...as expected, i am not one of the winner...coz i dun even koe how to forecast in the correct way..i jus did some calculations based on the lecture notes and submitted my answer...anyway..my main aim is to get my marks...and yup...i manage to get my 2%..haha..how surprising..tembak pun boleh...thou its insignificant...it counts to the finals!..lol...

k..gota work on now..still duno wut topic im gona do for my econs..brain is not working well for commerce...cheers!

The start of everything ...

When all is done, there will be a new start again....yesh..i have chosen dis day to create my very first blog....haha..peer influence...but i think its a place for me to express my thoughts and share my happiness with my frens....

Law assignments are done...thou i still hav my commerce assignments to do...somehow...half of the burden is taken off from me...im now back to a commerce and law student...not only a law student ..i say dis bcoz..i hav been neglecting my commerce studies..n i feel bad for it..especially econs..its bad of me to take it for granted..in the end..i did badly in it...i feel sorry for myself as well as my lecturer in trinity..met him yesterday...well..i use to be good in econs..but not now..my econs tutor now mus hav thought im a slacker jus bcoz i duno anythin..nevermind..i will work hard n prove to u dat i am not..its jus dat im busy wiv my law assignments...

Its a start of everything to me again..coz all dis while..many things have been happening to me...n yes..they werent good things.. disappointments, sadness...thanks to my two besties...my so po n so lou...lc n tm...k..wont type ur full name out to avoid embarassment..k no..we r the msn trios...haha...we hav our own icons, remember?...thanks for being there for me..to console me n encourage me all dis while..to help me get through this...n also my compatriots in melbourne...haha...sound like some soldiers battling in melbourne..yesh ..we are....shan n jess...yup we are the comm/law students....n we r fighting all together along wiv ai ming n yee...ai ming...my cool buddy...thou we hav no classes together..we do study together n party together ...n gezzel...my forever best companion in melbourne...without her i wouldnt survive in trinity....and also..thou we r far apart...my bro n sue faye-my royal family..who are always there to support me as well...my family..my strength to work hard...

its sad to lose someone important in ur life...but i hav to accept it regardless of how reluctant i am...

Dear maru, thou u r no longer here for me, u will always be there in my heart...u r forever my strength to stay tough thru all these ups and downs...

(p/s: maru is my dearest dog...after accompanying me for all these years...she left...really miss her presence...)

This is fairly a long blog for the first...but well...i just wana start everything all over again...not to dwell in the past...

no matter how...i will stay strong... thanks to those who care for me all dis while..i will not disappoint u ppl...i promise....