Frens and Fun

Haihz..*shakes head*..so quick..its my last day of holiday oredi...2 weeks..zoom...n there u go..its back to uni time...n dis is wut i feared most..bcoz..dis time its different..i hav 4 more weeks of uni n guess wut?! BOOM! Exam is back to haunt me again..yup..my exam timetable is out..so sad la...i oni hav a few days btw BPA and TORTS..a real challenge for me to study for both of them..but dats not the point for now..im more concern of how am i gona cope wiv all the revisions and studies in 4 weeks..i said dat i wana catch up on Torts and ATA dis holz..but in the end..wut did i do? NOTHING!!...i hav 3 assignmts waving at me now...Macro is done in a hahaz mode..n so i nid to double check it..n ATA is hell...plus BPA is not as appealing to me anymore..i get confused! Sigh..nid to get back to my study mode oredi...cant PLAY PLAY oredi...No joke..its time to settle down and kick some ass..last sem i din do dat well ...n dis sem..its suppose to be a revenge .. can i do it??...well, i will try my best...2moro its gona be EMO day..coz my darling sue faye will be leaving for Ireland...am suppose to be happy for her..but...when i think of her leaving me...i jus cant help feeling sad..oh yea, the special calender i made for her has arrived in Malaysia safely...n its gona accompany sue faye to Ireland...woohoo~

its 11pm now...1 more hour and i gota get to bed coz class tomoro starts at 9am..Hell..im so gona drag myself out of bed..n im sure dat i will learn nothing 2moro at law class coz im sleepy..all i do is COPY COPY COPY..basically dats wut i did for Torts the whole sem..and wut does this imply abt exams? haihz...

alrite..its my last day of holz and lets celebrate this last moment of holz with a dose of joyous and enjoyable beach outing pics @ Brighton Beach!!~

For the day is beautiful when you have great companions havin fun with you...

thank you my frens...for making my holiday such a wonderful one

and for being such awesome frens to me~ love ya gals and ivan! :P

'For the day will be bright no matter how gloomy our life is'

"Hence, live life to the fullest and have no regrets for it"

CHEERS!!

Mooncake Festival *My Day*

Many things have happened in the week..and i haven got the time to blog on....not all happy of coz..at times, i was down..but i guess..this is all about life...i gota really learn how to cope wiv my feelings and think positively at all times..or perhaps..do it like wut yz told me...dun think too much..becoz its of no point...im really grateful to my royal family..coz whenever im sad, they are the ones that cheer me up or perhaps make me feel better...this is why, there is alwis a reason for me to love my royal family...no matter how...

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And so, sept 25 was the MOONCAKE FESTIVAL...*My Day* i called it...any ideas? hehe..coz wei yue stands for 伟大的月亮..right..i koe some of u will say dat im so perasan and self-loved..since young, moon has become my companion..and even the interior design of my bedroom in msia is based on a moon and star concept...well, perhaps u can say ...失恋的我从此学会了自恋...am just jokin la..but yea..u really gota learn how to love urself..becoz no one else on this world will love u as much as u do to urself..

rite, back to the mooncake festival celebration..dis year am not lonely coz we had a mini celebration at palmerston house and i invited kim chew along to join us (Me, Jess, Shan, Yee, Ai Ming and Ivan)...at first kim chew was quite shy to join us..but in the end, i guessed he did enjoy himself...like wut we do normally at home, we lit up lanterns posted way back from msia by Jess's mom (thank u!) and decorate the house compound..but becoz our candles are too short..so hehe..the lantern light went off pretty quickly....at least..it lasted long enuf for us to snap some pics...and then we all prepared some food..besides mooncakes, we had ondeh-ondeh (malay kuih)，糖水and 汤圆(my suggestion! feel like eating dat...) and we had a really nice mango fruit mooncake bot by Ivan.

And so, on that nite, 'I' (haha) - THE MOON of coz shone brightly in the sky...welcoming the celebration of the festival and i felt so happy looking at it..and was pretty excited the whole nite...dats y they think dat im a lil crazy and high on that nite..wut do u expect..its my day wert..sure mus feel happy la..LOL!

ok.. its PICTO time again!! Enjoy!!

the Moon shining brightly up in the sky..how impressive ^^

Busy busy setting up everything..using a hanger to 提灯笼. hehe..

Jess lagi creative..using a broom pula! LOL!

Lantern and Me

Its alwis good havin someone back from high school in Melb, Kim Chew ^^

A must take GROUP PIC!

And of coz thanks a million to our forever PRO photographer,

Miss Chow Ai Ming ^^

Cheers!!

Calls Marathon

woosh..damn syok...or rather my mouth is tired now..haha..talk for like 2.5 hours on the phone wiv 5 different people...sial! haha..but i do enjoy it...!

so u ask y i suddenly 兴致勃勃 wana make phone calls back home..home sick? no la..fren sick...no la..haha..then wut?? its because my phone card credit is going to expire tomoro..and i still have credits...i have 15AUD left dis week..and dis whole week i have been calling back to malaysia everyday..its like so cool...neva make so many phone calls in a row before...today its the last day..so i must finish it by today...

it started with my 2nd sis!..sistaz talk..hehe..more of me talking thou...and then..its mom! and then its dad! and then its elder sis!...i called my whole family individually!..and then i still have credit!...so i chose to call my 'soh lou' (c i got miss u..hehe)..coz today he finish exam oredi...so mus call him..seriously,to finish the remaining 5 AUD, i have to talk like 2.5 hours..call afta call..so long la..now oni i realise how long and how worthy it is for me to call home with the call card...haha..really talk until 'soh' liao..

but then hor, my last call was kinda short...but i talked to the most people, coz when i called...'soh lou' is chilling at bangkok jazz with sue faye, li ching and matthew WITHOUT ME!! Grr....summore ask me wut to drink..i want to drink la! vodka, whisky, rum, beer...apa pun boleh la!..blek..very bad wan...alwis dun wait for me...hmph!

so u ask, how did i spend my nite? i will tell u dat i have spent my nite with great companions talkin to me on the phone..haha..with my dearest family and frens..so good!

okla..its late already...gota get some sleep...today woke up so late coz yesterday i was on the phone wiv li ching and slept late...haha..phone phone phone...this week is full of phone calls...lolz.. :p

p/s: oh yar..notice dat i had chinese words in my blog finally?? yea..i finally downloaded the software for chinese language..all dis while..hav to type pinyin..now finally i can type chinese liao..feel so good! hehe

Nitez!!

You made me miss U even MORE!!

Holla!i called back to MALAYSIA!!... Feel so good afta speaking to my buddies back in Malaysia..yea ...the OUTING gang...comprising ME!, sue faye, tien meng, mei khoon, tsu hong and ai phing!..crazy people thou...its so exciting hearing their voices thru the phone...n sf especially..screaming all d way when she heard my voice..my dear, im as excited as well when i hear ur voice! coz for a long long time..im so not gona hear ur voice...gota miss u loads!!

its really amazing of how we click with each other...seriously, apart from sf and mk, i have known others for less than a year ! Yet we are so close...jus as if we have known each other for long...our friendship is definitely comparable to all my other long known frens...

ahh..the sad thing is ..mei khoon is leaving to US today..owh...gota miss her loads!!but wut i wana say is ,thou me n mei khoon kinda know each other since form 1, we have neva get along so often..till June/July when im back dis year..we got to hang out wiv each other and have so much fun together...all the yum cha, party n drinking...yes..we oni koe how to treasure things when we koe dat we are goin to lose them..dear mei khoon...without u in december...it will neva be dat fun!...nevertheless, we must keep in touch from now and then...all the best for ur studies overther..hehe..looks like we are at both ends of the world...US and AUST...so so far...

Me n Mei Khoon <3

the gang is havin a farewell lunch wiv mk b4 she left..n its so cool to hav talked to everyone...the phone call had made me miss u ppl even MORE!! but certainly, afta hearing ur voices, all headaches and sickness i had all dis days are gone!! yes..im gona hang on for a while more...and yes! chicken little i will head to PENANG to find u!!haha!!


Right, pictures of my beloved frens!! MISS YOU ALL!! yes...YOU,YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU!

CHEERS!!

Adrian's birthday :)

Yesterday was Adrian's birthday...i knew him through siew ying this year... he's her boyfren...hehe...so happy for her to have found someone...at least someone would guide her through her blur-ness/short term memory at all time...lolx..

Birthday boy!!

And so, i had a great outing wiv my friends at a fine dining German restaurant...ooo...German food...my first time...hehe...and the great thing abt the restaurant is dat it has a very good ambience and a live band which entertains us throughout the dinner...hehe

No idea on how to read that...

the musicians were takin a break at dat time..

becoz its all our first time dining in dat restaurant...we have no idea of wut to order...so in the end...most of us ordered their specialty which is the pork shank...or better known as 'ham zhu sou'...erm..not sure how to translate it..probably the picture will speak for itself better...ts in cantonese anyway...haha..it tasted not bad...jus dat its side dishes are not dat tasty...there are some pickles and a potato dumpling...i shud say dat its mashed potato is beta...shud hav change the potato dumpling to dat if we had known earlier...hees...

at first when the food came, we are all excited...and wanted to take a photo wiv it...but later on...when ur stomach starts growling...u becum ganas...or at least...janet becum ganas in slaughtering the pork..haha...well..i din finish the whole thing on my own...coz its quite a big potion and its impossible for me to finish it...so i shared it with dan dan...hehe :)


Dan dan feeling contented with the food...

And *Me* on the other hand...hehe...witness the changes...

*normal*
*GANAS-nya*...haha...

And so after a luxurious meal, its the special cutting cake ceremony..i din hav pics on that..but here is the couple with the cake...the cake was really nice....very yummy...black forest i think..

And so, the photo-taking session starts...SNAP SNAP SNAP!!...

All happy moments have to be captured down!

the girls of the nite! pretty pretty..hehe..:)

From L ro R: Adrian, Cindy, Dan Dan(way hidden behind), Clayton, Joyce, Me, Siew Ying, Jarrod

Just know Clayton and Jarrod at the party..and also Hisa's bf..Keewin...hehe...

real nice people..:)

Lastly, ME and Bday Boy, Adrian...Happy 19th Birthday!! Hope you enjoyed the celebration!

Its been long since i hanged out wiv siew ying and my trinity frens...always feel good and have loadsa fun with them...and i even get to meet new frens..how cool is dat...i shud have more outings with my frens..stayin at home alone isnt really a good idea...haha..:)

CHEERS then!

Mid-sem break

Yupz..today marks the end of my first half of studies in Sem 2...coz 2day is my last day of uni...n dat means..my holidays will officially start from tomoro..

recently, my emotions werent dat stable...n am feeling down most of the time...sori if i worry any one of u...but i will find my way out of my sorrow...'jie ling ren huan xu xi ling ren'... if u understand the phrase...

well, thanks to jesslina and ivan for inviting me along for a movie today...feel so much better afta the movie...we watched the movie - No Reservations...it was real nice...very relaxing and enjoyable...dats y it tones up my mood for the day...





gona cheer myself up with the holidays...and have some fun...mus chill out a bit (like wut tm reminds me to do most of the time...chill alone very sad la..haha)...n then do some studies...yupz...basically dats my plan...everythin will go on a slow and steady mode...no stress...pure relaxation and rest...coz afta the break i hav 3 assignments to deal with...n afta one more of month of studies...the battle with exams will begin...


dats it..just to update to say dat im fine...n thx for the love and care from my frens...chatting wiv my royal family and tm..really helps...sumhow...i jus need someone to talk to or to hang out wiv....so that i wont feel lonely when im alone...

Packing and leaving...

Many of my friends are probably now busy packing their luggage and shopping for stuffs...preparing to board the plane to pursue their dreams in overseas...yea basically all around the world...europe..ireland...US...australia...any place where good education is...

This reminds me about last year...when i first packed and left for Trinity...guess i left at the wrong time or maybe not..it depends on how u think about it...y did i say so? coz i left jus afta spm...when all of us...are still jus form 5 graduated students..not to say young n innocent..but yes..most of us cant drive and is still under the control of our parents...

And so, i left alone...without anyone sending me off at the airport...silently...accompanied by my family at the airport..and i left for the first time to Melbourne...i still remember at that time....all my classmates are enjoyin themselves at a Chinese New Year class party which i couldnt make it...and i do envy my frens who have tons of people sending them off at the airport...well, dats a memorable moment..at least..u wont leave alone...having dis heavy feeling in u..not wanting to leave ur country...n it sumtimes make u doubt ur frenship wiv them..i wouldnt blame my friends much coz at dat time..we are all still young..and possibly getting to the airport was a transportation problem for them...

Being in Melbourne for the first year was tough n suffering coz of homesick and frensick...i miss my frens a lot..way way a lot..n so i alwis yearn to go back home...and so, getting back in June and December were great..meeting my frens and havin great celebration and tons of fun..as alwis...

And there u go, one year past...n we are all at uni now..or perhaps gettin into uni now...time passes so quickly...n i guess things happen throughout the period...Distance may be a problem...and distance may affect a relationship...lots of things...people change...n so..u face the challenge of maintaining ur friendship with others...while on the other hand, u realise those who really treasure u and treat u well...dis year wasnt as bad as last year...but yea...going back in december may not be as fun i guess..coz some of my friends will be leaving soon...sue faye especially..my best companion of all time...we neva fail to have great times together whenever im back...her leaving may leave me alone dis december if she cant make it back to malaysia..dis is sad ...but at least...we will meet once a year...june/july holz!

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Its just sumtimes...i wish things didnt happen like it did...n i hope time wouldnt change things...or perhaps, distance wouldnt be a matter...

i admit dat all this while, im still not over something that happen..sumthin wic im still struggling to let go...

If things change according to time,

will time then clear away my misery?

Happiness??

Looks like the love and happiness im looking for in spring didnt started off quite well...spring on its first day was great when i did my blog...but later in the days...things werent dat well...afta a call back from malaysia...dat makes me have this sudden urge to fly home this holiday...yet i was asked not to worry and study hard for my studies in Melbourne...

And so, there was another piece of information conveyed to me which makes me think dat...Darwinism was right...yea...real philosophical i am...talkin abt the old history ideas...but its true coz it says : '

'The strong will survive and the weak will lose...'

This is the reality in life and it makes me realise dat...after all...im not as great or as good as i once think of myself...i may not be the weak...but im just in the middle of the two extremes...sometimes being hurt terribly by the pressure placed by the strong...

its true that you can never be on top at all the time...n i dun meant to be at the top...jus...i tot...i wanted to be at a satisfying level...

on average but not at the top...

as i always believe 'ping fan jiu shi mei'

overconfidence may kill u sometimes...

it did...last semester in microeconomics...but its not alwis in studies...

in life as well...

dats y sometimes living in ur own world is better than living in the other world

at least u r not being compared and competed against...

im not sure how i would survive in this game of life... but one thing for sure...i would not let myself fall and disappoint myself and my family...

i guess, i have now a better understanding of myself ...

n i shall work on it to achieve wut i want in life....

days may be gloomy at times...but the clouds would clear soon after...

hopefully a great outing tomoro with great companions and Ratatoillie would bring me back to my 'hopeful and cheerful' spring life ...

Spring...:)

Its SPRING now in Melbourne!! wow...the season i love the most...

coz its the season of love...the air will be filled with love..hehe...

finally, the first thing dat happen in spring was to officially hand in my TORTS!!! yesh...handing in my torts is jus like removing a huge burden off my shoulders....n i feel like...i hav basically finish for LAW...at least for the assignment part...i still have tons of readings to catch up...

gota start mugging soon...

the bad thing is..i started to SLACK and get into the holiday mood...haha...so lazy and slacky to do anythin at home...everyday i reach home...i jus feel like relaxin..well, will allow myself to do so for jus a few days...coz seriously i hav lots to catch up n revise...especially ACCOUNTING!...

jus finish my accounting assignment wiv kim chew...it was ATA...an advanced level of accounting...really gota thank him a lot...coz its a pair work and i feel guilty for not contributing much due to my limited knowledge of accounting...but i told myself...i mus learn evrything in ARA dis holiday (the basic level- i skipped the subject n now i suffer..well i hav a valid reason for skipping it...coz i was EXEMPTED...hehe)...so dat i could do more for the next assignment...kim chew has been very tolerate with me...hope he wont think dat pairing up wiv me was just a wrong decision...i promise i will work harder...hees...:p

n there u go...the week started off great...

n im lookin forward to happier days in my life...

coz its SPRING...n u r suppose to FEEL LOVED this season...

jus a short post to acknowledge my long awaited SPRING season...

oh ya people, im finally getting my new phone dis week...place an order yesterday...hope to receive it soon...hehe...

Anticipating and presenting to u~ Sony Ericsson W580

CHEERS PEOPLE!!