This reminds me about last year...when i first packed and left for Trinity...guess i left at the wrong time or maybe not..it depends on how u think about it...y did i say so? coz i left jus afta spm...when all of us...are still jus form 5 graduated students..not to say young n innocent..but yes..most of us cant drive and is still under the control of our parents...
And so, i left alone...without anyone sending me off at the airport...silently...accompanied by my family at the airport..and i left for the first time to Melbourne...i still remember at that time....all my classmates are enjoyin themselves at a Chinese New Year class party which i couldnt make it...and i do envy my frens who have tons of people sending them off at the airport...well, dats a memorable moment..at least..u wont leave alone...having dis heavy feeling in u..not wanting to leave ur country...n it sumtimes make u doubt ur frenship wiv them..i wouldnt blame my friends much coz at dat time..we are all still young..and possibly getting to the airport was a transportation problem for them...
Being in Melbourne for the first year was tough n suffering coz of homesick and frensick...i miss my frens a lot..way way a lot..n so i alwis yearn to go back home...and so, getting back in June and December were great..meeting my frens and havin great celebration and tons of fun..as alwis...
And there u go, one year past...n we are all at uni now..or perhaps gettin into uni now...time passes so quickly...n i guess things happen throughout the period...Distance may be a problem...and distance may affect a relationship...lots of things...people change...n so..u face the challenge of maintaining ur friendship with others...while on the other hand, u realise those who really treasure u and treat u well...dis year wasnt as bad as last year...but yea...going back in december may not be as fun i guess..coz some of my friends will be leaving soon...sue faye especially..my best companion of all time...we neva fail to have great times together whenever im back...her leaving may leave me alone dis december if she cant make it back to malaysia..dis is sad ...but at least...we will meet once a year...june/july holz!
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Its just sumtimes...i wish things didnt happen like it did...n i hope time wouldnt change things...or perhaps, distance wouldnt be a matter...
i admit dat all this while, im still not over something that happen..sumthin wic im still struggling to let go...
If things change according to time,
will time then clear away my misery?
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