B.P.A

Business Process Analysis or rather Accounting Information System.

Till now, the status of my assignment is still OPEN i.e. its still not processed completely. See now..im applyin my BPA knowledge to everything...

Im feeling behind of everyone each and every day and today, its the first revision day for Torts, my lecturer went thru some flow charts, yea..the concepts are familiar to me..but..if u ask me to advice u in a hypothetical situation..i basically cant provide u with anything...ppl r starting to make notes...20 days left..im really uncertain of my ability to strive once again..i have been working very hard these few days doing my assignment but not studying.


BPA is not really hard...to be honest, it was my favorite subject at the start of the semester coz it interests me and becoz I found my interest in the subject, i decided to continue with my major in accounting, despite i have been suffering in ATA...but now, the subject is delaying me from my revision process...people ard me have started studying as i have mentioned...and i koe clearly that to score a H1, i will have to put a lot of effort in it..but would time allow me to do so? seriously it will all be luck for me to get a H1 this time.

its really wrong to think this way but seeing that i hav limited time to prepare for exams, im hoping that i'd do well in my torts essay..at least i will not feel dat stress...Just re-enrolled for next year's academic subjects, i pretty much koe where im heading to..just that i guess i nid to work harder for law now since im aiming to obtain an honours for it...y honours? i din plan to have an honours degree at first but bcoz im pursuing my masters afta my degree, i needed the honours degree to enrol for the course..well well...it all comes back to me striving for my dream again..

im tired and sleepy now..3 hours of BPA in the library yet im not done..i beliv that 2moro there will b much editings to do..hopefully all can be done by 2moro and i shall really get into my revision studies...

Mom is not back from overseas yet...i hav no one to talk to...:(

Anywayz, Im motivating myself to work hard now...will definitely do my best coz dis sem its suppose to be a revenge for the exams!

Study plz!!

Im getting pissed as day goes by...its not anyone's fault...coz guess wat?! im so pissed of MYSELF!! y am i pissed? becoz i cant study and im locked with my BPA assignment wic is due next monday! Imagine dis week is oredi week 11 and next week is week 12- the last week of my semester...how much time do i hav left to study? merely 2 weeks and bare in mind dat i hav no firm knowledge for any of my subjects...DIE...one word describes it all..haiyo...my mood till now is like still floating ard..cant stay still..i tot the force in me is back but then it disappear to no where now!! seeing my frens studyin and revising all so hardworking, i duno wut can i do to force myself to study...apparently, i hav no more mood to do my assignmt and wanted so dearly to start revision...but can i? i cant!

Haihz...haihz...haihz....at dis time, no one will even care abt wut u type!

who cares?! NO ONE! coz they are all burying themselves under their books..wic i shud b doin the same too!

so sad...mom is so gona nag me for not starting my revision early again...and if my results aint good dis time, i can jus blame myself for it...

Plz...bring me back to my study force! i seriously nid it...wherever u are, plz come back...its exam time! i cant afford to lose any more time...T T

Happy Birthday to Siew Ying aka May

Thinking back to the past...May was my very first friend in Trinity College...we knew each other during the briefing session in Malaysia and planned to do our registration at the college together by contacting each other online..God knows why its so hard to get ur internet connected when u first arrived in Melbourne and coincidently, we met each other at the city! and ther you go...our friendship grew...from camp to college and now to Uni!...thou just a year...lots of things have happened between us...and of coz our friendship has blossomed too...

Before the clock strikes 12am again, i shall take the opportunity of these very last minutes to send my warmest regards and best wishes to Beh Siew Ying~ a very caring and close fren of mine in Melbourne, thou blurrish at times...hehe :)

(p/s: haha..according to may, im the oni person who calls her by her full name- yupz..and dat makes me unique..lolx)...

We all have started the journey here in Melbourne together and i koe that, without ur presence and our friendship, i wouldnt have make my life here in Melbourne...all the best my dear fren...coz i believe, you can achieve ur dreams one day... Once again, Happy 19th Birthday and thanks for the hearty dinner! Most importantly, i hope that happiness will surround you at all times!! hehe~

Cheers to our friendship!

It's back!!

Yes...the thing im looking for in me is back! Dont ask me what it is...jus some inner happiness i guess...i have been feeling happy and relax dis few days despite the hectic load of assignments...not dat im free of stress...exams are near and its the time of the year where u work urself in full force...it would be sufferings for me later...but at least, now am feeling happy...good things seem to happen...am not sure y i suddenly felt happiness once again...maybe i have let go of the past and accept the reality that im now belonged to Melbourne...i am partially a Melbournian?...well...dont misunderstand me...i will alwis be a Malaysian...Malaysia is still my warmy home...just dat i have learn how to live in this foreign place...and perhaps...the good news i received from my frens have made me happy! yea..many of my frens enjoyed their lives in UK...and i ask myself..y am i sad?...so i guess dat tells...there is no reason for me to be sad since i have my great companions and friends over here...there are stages in ur lives and u just cant stop at that stage and refuse to move on...人总是要往前望...as the petronas national day advertisement says: 'Jalan mesti ke depan dan bukan ke belakang'...My future is bright and i should never dwell in the past again...NO MORE EMO PLZ!! coz janet wans to be happy!

oh well, several good news from my pals: sue faye is doin well in Ireland with her great seniors and friends and 'black devil' tien meng just strike an unbelievable "A" in his exam!! nothing really can beat a devil huh?!congrats!!

And yesterday, i went out for a meet up with steph and ai ming. Steph is in Monash..so our plan was to meet once every month BUT eversince we are back in July, we are all hit by assignments and were all SOO busy..till yesterday, we finally hang out together before all the sorrow and stress in exam preparation haunts us again..hees...we met up for lunch at Stalactites, an authentic Greek cuisine restaurant..woosh!..great food man..but we chose to have a light lunch coz 好戏在后头, we need to keep some space in our stomach for some great delicacies later...hehe...

*Steph and ME*

Ai Ming the awesome!!

We din head there straight away afta lunch , coz thou its a light lunch, we seemed to be feeling quite full..so, guess wut? we went SHOPPING!! haha...poor steph, ai ming and i kept on trying on clothes in Esprit..well thats the only branded place i will shop in Melb coz i have discount card and discount vouchers there..and so, me and ai ming each got some new clothes! woohoo!

CHOCO pizza! Try it before??

Then, it was the greatest enjoyment of the day! we went to Max Brenner's for tea!..haven got the pics from ai ming...but will post them later...the chocolate indulgence was so great such that we felt like we were in Chocolate Heaven! haha....that's it for now! Janet is working hard...neva 偷懒..well i think everyone is studyin hard now...hehe :)

CHEERS!!

Farewell My Dear

As i have mentioned in my previous post, today my very best friend, Sue Faye is leaving to Ireland ( a land far far away from me...*sob sob*)to further her studies in medicine..and the sad thing is dat she wont be returning in December to spend her holidays in Malaysia...cant help it since she has only 2 weeks of holidays overther...but anyway:

dear sue faye, i wish u all the best in ur studies n future undertakings and hope that u will have a great experience studyin overther in Ireland...n of coz find a hot guy to be ur bf ...LOL!

looking back..i cant believe dat we have actually known each other for 13 years...since standard 1 in Kuen Cheng and then Catholic and then all the fun time we had together during the holidays..along the journey, of coz there is unhappiness in it..but in the end, we have came to be the Best of Best Frens in the world..and i hope that our friendship will remain the same no matter where we are and how we are in future coz all this while we have grown up together and there is no reason for this friendship to not last forever...agree?...hehe...

I will neva forget all the great moments that we had had together and i look forward to meeting you again next year in June coz u and i koe dat its so gonna be a blast of fun when u and I reunite again...hehe

so have a pleasant flight and keep in touch yea! Do wut u nid to do when u settle down in Ireland! first of first, SMS me and inform me of ur contacts! Shouldnt be too worry abt u in Ireland since u are alwis the independent 'dai ka che' who neva fails to manage things on ur own...hehe..

Im so gonna miss ur presence especially when im back in Malaysia...:)

Love you <3, wei yue. *Muaks*

Frens and Fun

Haihz..*shakes head*..so quick..its my last day of holiday oredi...2 weeks..zoom...n there u go..its back to uni time...n dis is wut i feared most..bcoz..dis time its different..i hav 4 more weeks of uni n guess wut?! BOOM! Exam is back to haunt me again..yup..my exam timetable is out..so sad la...i oni hav a few days btw BPA and TORTS..a real challenge for me to study for both of them..but dats not the point for now..im more concern of how am i gona cope wiv all the revisions and studies in 4 weeks..i said dat i wana catch up on Torts and ATA dis holz..but in the end..wut did i do? NOTHING!!...i hav 3 assignmts waving at me now...Macro is done in a hahaz mode..n so i nid to double check it..n ATA is hell...plus BPA is not as appealing to me anymore..i get confused! Sigh..nid to get back to my study mode oredi...cant PLAY PLAY oredi...No joke..its time to settle down and kick some ass..last sem i din do dat well ...n dis sem..its suppose to be a revenge .. can i do it??...well, i will try my best...2moro its gona be EMO day..coz my darling sue faye will be leaving for Ireland...am suppose to be happy for her..but...when i think of her leaving me...i jus cant help feeling sad..oh yea, the special calender i made for her has arrived in Malaysia safely...n its gona accompany sue faye to Ireland...woohoo~

its 11pm now...1 more hour and i gota get to bed coz class tomoro starts at 9am..Hell..im so gona drag myself out of bed..n im sure dat i will learn nothing 2moro at law class coz im sleepy..all i do is COPY COPY COPY..basically dats wut i did for Torts the whole sem..and wut does this imply abt exams? haihz...

alrite..its my last day of holz and lets celebrate this last moment of holz with a dose of joyous and enjoyable beach outing pics @ Brighton Beach!!~

For the day is beautiful when you have great companions havin fun with you...

thank you my frens...for making my holiday such a wonderful one

and for being such awesome frens to me~ love ya gals and ivan! :P

'For the day will be bright no matter how gloomy our life is'

"Hence, live life to the fullest and have no regrets for it"

CHEERS!!

Mooncake Festival *My Day*

Many things have happened in the week..and i haven got the time to blog on....not all happy of coz..at times, i was down..but i guess..this is all about life...i gota really learn how to cope wiv my feelings and think positively at all times..or perhaps..do it like wut yz told me...dun think too much..becoz its of no point...im really grateful to my royal family..coz whenever im sad, they are the ones that cheer me up or perhaps make me feel better...this is why, there is alwis a reason for me to love my royal family...no matter how...

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And so, sept 25 was the MOONCAKE FESTIVAL...*My Day* i called it...any ideas? hehe..coz wei yue stands for 伟大的月亮..right..i koe some of u will say dat im so perasan and self-loved..since young, moon has become my companion..and even the interior design of my bedroom in msia is based on a moon and star concept...well, perhaps u can say ...失恋的我从此学会了自恋...am just jokin la..but yea..u really gota learn how to love urself..becoz no one else on this world will love u as much as u do to urself..

rite, back to the mooncake festival celebration..dis year am not lonely coz we had a mini celebration at palmerston house and i invited kim chew along to join us (Me, Jess, Shan, Yee, Ai Ming and Ivan)...at first kim chew was quite shy to join us..but in the end, i guessed he did enjoy himself...like wut we do normally at home, we lit up lanterns posted way back from msia by Jess's mom (thank u!) and decorate the house compound..but becoz our candles are too short..so hehe..the lantern light went off pretty quickly....at least..it lasted long enuf for us to snap some pics...and then we all prepared some food..besides mooncakes, we had ondeh-ondeh (malay kuih)，糖水and 汤圆(my suggestion! feel like eating dat...) and we had a really nice mango fruit mooncake bot by Ivan.

And so, on that nite, 'I' (haha) - THE MOON of coz shone brightly in the sky...welcoming the celebration of the festival and i felt so happy looking at it..and was pretty excited the whole nite...dats y they think dat im a lil crazy and high on that nite..wut do u expect..its my day wert..sure mus feel happy la..LOL!

ok.. its PICTO time again!! Enjoy!!

the Moon shining brightly up in the sky..how impressive ^^

Busy busy setting up everything..using a hanger to 提灯笼. hehe..

Jess lagi creative..using a broom pula! LOL!

Lantern and Me

Its alwis good havin someone back from high school in Melb, Kim Chew ^^

A must take GROUP PIC!

And of coz thanks a million to our forever PRO photographer,

Miss Chow Ai Ming ^^

Cheers!!